Letters I'll Never Send

Today I wrote a letter

Of things I’d like to say

To you if you ever bothered

To venture back my way.

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I’d tell you how it hurt

To be left out in the dust

To give my heart so blindly

To one I thought to trust.

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Today I wrote a letter

Wishing you the best

Tried to get some closure

So my eyes could finally rest.

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I told how you’re a liar

Filled with hatred and deceit

How I can’t breath when I see you passing

Knowing our eyes won’t meet.

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Today I wrote a letter

Saying it’s okay you chose her

But she leads you with false stories

Which is more than I can endure.

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She pulls you back so closely

Giving you no room to budge

Our talks became too friendly

And she is your only judge.

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Today I wrote a letter

This was the last to glove

Of this deep and darkly secret

I think I fell in love.

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I hate that you’re not by my side

I lost track of all the times I cried

And knowing I won’t see you now

I feel the heart of me has died.

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I’m sad that I lost a best friend

With one I could be true.

And though these letters I’ll never send

I send my love to you.